I've been thinking about this for quite a while, and to be honest, I'm very nervous about doing it. Anyone who knew me before this account will know that I moved once before- my first account I'd had for four years, but I changed and couldn't stand being there anymore. This account has only been here for a year, but.. there are alot of things happening in my life right now that I have no control over. I'm terrified that I wont be able to cope with them, and art is one, if not the only true escape for me.
This account holds alot of memories for me, and although just running away from them isn't
necessarily the most sensible decision, it's all I can do. Alot of them are happy memories,
but right now they're not what I need.
So, if I want to focus on improving my art and staying sane, it isn't going to be here under a name I don't like with a gallery of art I don't want. Hopefully I'll be revising and re-posting alot of my older art and most likely will remake the anti-het stamp and a few other things; leaving some of my art that makes me feel proud, things that have been re-posted in forums and boards, it's difficult. But I'll improve, do them again, do them better, and hopefully everything will be ok. Hopefully moving will make everything ok. I'm so scared, I need to know I can break away and make a new start in something familiar like this before I can change as a person.
My gallery will now be hidden. If you would like to follow my new account, just PM me.
When I moved last time I linked my new account, but I don't want people mindlessly following me without even remembering who I was. So I won't be rewatching anyone; those of you that are dear friends, I hope you'll follow me because I'd hate to lose you, and I just hope you can understand why I'm doing this the way I am.
..what a hugely pretentious journal. Thank you everyone that's been watching me, faved or commented. I still can't believe something of mine got over 3000 views, it's madness